Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Trouble in Paradise

Jeff and I almost broke up. He and my mom are not bonding. She thinks he's dumb and boring and a bad influence on me. He thinks she's rude and not normal and condescending. She keeps crying all the time about losing me to Jeff, and I just didn't feel strong enough to handle it, and I thought forget it—I'll just wait and marry someone she likes. He started taking the ring off my finger, and I knew it needed to stay on, and he was the guy I wanted for eternity. I felt very, very strongly about that.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Danzy Boy

So, I got a letter from Danzy. He said he had always thought I was the perfect girl and that finding out I was engaged had made him sad. So, if I had waited then something could have blossomed. That knowledge doesn't make me feel sad or desire to break things off with Jeffrey. I love Jeff—with all of his virtues and vices. Danzy wrote in his letter, "if you're happy then I'm happy" or something like that, and I really am happy, so I'm glad he feels that way. I have a feeling that Danzy will become a friend I will treasure for a long time, and I know that Jeff is the love of my forever. :)

Sunday, March 26, 2006


Jeffrey and I almost had a major altercation. I am getting a taste of what marriage is like. We are going to misunderstand each other and get confused but love each other so thoroughly that we'll listen to each other selflessly and figure it out. That's the plan. ;)

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Dancing with Diana!

I may be engaged, but I can still dance! :)

Diana and I went out dancing this weekend. Jeff came with us, so that was a wonderful new addition, but other than that it was just like old times.

Although, we both did miss Christian a lot. :( He's where he is supposed to be though!

Note to self: It is very painful to go dancing when you do not have a car. Because after you're done dancing, and it is sometime in the wee morning hours, you still have to walk home in your heels.

Ouch, ouch, ouch!

Friday, March 3, 2006

Oh Jeffers

Jeffrey is so amazing! :) Even when I'm frustrated with him, I'm still completely in love with him. We're going to be so good!

I cannot wait to fall asleep in his arms. Some day . . . some day!

So today we've been engaged for a month and dating for five months. Tomorrow we'll have known each other for six months—half a year!

It's amazing how your perception of someone can change if you'll just open your heart to them and endless possibilities.