Sad but Surviving

Okay, I am much calmer now. Reed's letter said "Yes, you'll be married someday, too. If that happens, don't contact me. We have too much history, so I'd rather keep things history between us in that event." So, basically if I marry Jeffrey I'll lose my best friend. The thing is though, Jeffrey is my best friend now and hopefully someday even more. If I am going to have faith, I need to believe that Reed has a new best friend lucking somewhere, too. God provides for all his children, not just me. How exciting, huh? I need to remember to not let fear replace my faith.