So . . . a lot has happened in the past ten days. Jeffrey and I are getting married. He finally stopped being scared. :) He hasn't proposed yet, because he wants to have a ring when he does it. I wish he would just pick the ring out instead of asking me what I wanted. A surprise though . . . I guess if I'm gonna be honest with myself, I probably wouldn't have handled that it very well if the whole proposal were a surprise. It's really exciting. I'm really happy. Sometimes I worry I'm making the wrong decision, but I know deep down it is right and could only be wrong if I make it so. I love him, so all that is left is eternal commitment, and I can totally do that.