sigh

Jeffrey's roommate William got him some engagement ring advertisements as a joke. I wonder why Jeffrey told me that. Our first date was a month ago yesterday. It's kind of weird to be dating someone I know I could marry. I guess weird isn't the right word . . . maybe wonderful and different. Yeah, that's how it is. Shhh . . . this is a secret, but I love him. I haven't told anyone else.

I talked to Jacob Jackson on the phone yesterday and tried to convince him that Jeffrey is amazing and makes me happy. Jacob was really hurt—he found out about Kevin. I feel bad for hurting him, but dating Kevin was me hurting myself. I don't know how to explain that to Jacob though.

He'll get over me sometime soon. The mission will help.

Jeffrey Wells Collett :)