I keep having these nightmares that Danzy and I are dating/engaged after his mission, and I tell him about dating Kevin, and he breaks up with me. It's miserable.
Oh! Talking to Danzy's mom on the phone was horrible. I get the impression that she doesn't like me very much. Or maybe she knows that Danzy has his heart set on someone else, and she's trying to keep me from getting hurt. She seemed surprised to hear that Dan has sent me pictures, let alone has written me. Suck.
Yeah, so I always feel like I'm cheating on Dan by being with Kevin. It's the same way I felt all last year at school about Jacob. And yet I'm not even anyone's girlfriend.
However, I really do care about Kevin. He's my perfect opposite match.