I had a dream two nights ago that Kevin and I were at the altar. A priest was talking, then Kevin said, "a marriage requires monogamy?" And he ran out.
He had a dream last night that we were in his dorm room, and I was keeping up shot for shot, bottle for bottle with his alcohol drinking, and he was amazed by how much I could drink since I was a beginner and so small.
He gambles, swears, and drinks. I don't do any of those things, and I've never dated anyone like him. Thank goodness he doesn't smoke, too. Why the heck am I attracted to him? Am I trying to date the opposite of Jacob? I'm the one who broke it off with Jacob. He and Danzy would be so disappointed in me if they knew. Maybe I like that Kevin needs me.